Who I Am
I am a sixty-one year old woman who has finally found herself for the first time in life. As the lights dim and the sounds fade I realize it is better to share what I have learned than waste it. After spending many years in self-help groups I’ve come to understand the importance of hearing your story come out of someone else’s mouth and realizing you are not alone in this world and there are reasons for everything you have endured.
After thirty years of believing myself to have been born Gay I learned through scripture that I had been born disinterested in the opposite sex because I was intended by my creator to serve Him exclusively as what Jesus referred to as a eunuch in Matthew 19:11.
Since 2005 I have given myself exclusively to my creator, getting to know Him personally through scripture, prayer, and meditation. I am in a marital type relationship with Him and seek daily to know Him the way any long term relationship grows, minus sexual intimacy. The spiritual intimacy I currently enjoy is worth everything I have gone through to get to this point in my life. My journey and the lessons I have learned along the way are just some of the things I have the pleasure of sharing with you. Welcome to this site and may God bless you abundantly.